Therapy by Ellie226

Author:Ellie226 [ellie226]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Fanworks, Mature, F/M, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Original Work, Mark/El, Mark, El, Spanking, Age Play, Daddy Kink, Cutting
Publisher: Archive of Our Own
Published: 2012-04-14T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter 3

I was panicking, laying there with her. She said she didn’t have a plan, but she sounded so hopeless. Finally, I decided that I would just have to call Dr. Finnegan’s emergency service. I may be overreacting, but I didn’t want to not call and have her do something.

Apparently, Dr. Finnegan took it seriously enough; she called me within 10 minutes. I sat myself in the hallway outside the bedroom, keeping the door cracked to watch El sleep, and making sure my voice was low.

“What’s going on Mark?” Dr. Finnegan’s voice was low, soothing. I understood why El found her office calming.

“She hurt herself again,” I swallowed hard. “She said she wishes she was dead; I don’t know what to do with her.”

“Where is she now?”

“Sleeping. I just...she says she doesn’t have a plan. Maybe I’m overreacting.”

“I’d rather have you overreact than underreact. I need you to walk me through what happened.”

“She was quiet after therapy. When I gave her a bath, I noticed that she had carved up her arms with her fingernails. I cut her nails and then spanked her. We cuddled for a while, and she told me she wished I would leave because she makes me sad. I tried to tell her that she was wrong, but...I gave her bath. We rocked for a while; she didn’t want to read a story. She didn’t even want Stella. While we were rocking, she told me she wished she was dead. She said that she doesn’t remember what being happy was like.” I was surprised by how short I could make the night; it had seemed to take forever.

“Okay. Thank you. What do you want to do now?”

“I don’t know.”

“There’s a day treatment program. Or we could try in-patient.”

“I have no fucking clue what I’m doing here. I’m terrified that I’m going to make the wrong call and she’s going to kill herself. Tell me what to do. Please. What would you do?”

“It doesn’t work that way. You and El have to make the decision.”

“I have no idea what I should do though.”

“Alright. Come in tomorrow. I think we need to go over your options; I will tell you, El probably needs to put in for FMLA. I don’t see her being able to work and get treatment. I can write out the paperwork for her tomorrow.”

“She isn’t going to like that,” I said.

“At the moment, I’m less concerned with what she’s going to like and what we need to do to keep her safe. And part of that is going to depend on you Mark. You need to be willing to deal with her getting upset. She’s not going to be happy with you, and you need to prepare yourself for that.”

“I’m okay with her getting mad. She gets angry at me all the time anyway; if it means she feels better, I can deal with it.”

“It’s not just going to be anger though. She’s going to cry; she’s going to beg you to let her come home or not go to treatment.

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